With nothing to do but wait for people to call and offer him a chance at employment, I am stuck here in a melancholy state of mind. My PsP blasting loudly on my once first and favorite artist. The music doesn't sound like it once did to me. I'm sipping my warm coffee coolly as if I were of someone endowed with celebrity status. It's quite good, erm- the coffee.

What this note specifically is about I couldn't tell you, for true I dont even know myself. Just looking for something to do with all this nothingness around me. Do I want to talk about myself and seem like a whiny bitch, or do I want to go out of my way and talk about global affairs, where people will tell me that my opinion is wrong. Wait, what? my opinion wrong? Why, thats like saying my point of view is wrong! May be the same thing, however, point of view seems a lot less aggressive. Folks like that must be the most ignorant sons of bitches in the world.

Now don't you get me wrong, I don't judge people. And You've probably heard that statement before and found out they were lying. Let me clarify something for you folk, I judge in the moment and as it comes. That's it, that's all. Anything anybody tells me about somebody I haven't experienced for myself, I consider and leave my idea of them blank until I can see with my own self. But beyond small and petty white lies, I'm the most honest person I know.

Another thing to pop up in my mind. Everyone likes honesty, right? Then how is it that when I give them honesty, they frown and think I'm rude? When people ask me if their clothes or make-up, for example, look nice on them or not, I tell them what I think. Sometimes it so happens that what their wearing looks completely foolish to me and I tell them that. They seem offended. I let them know that they should not be offended because of that, seeing as they wanted the truth, and sometimes if you ask for the truth, it will be something you don't approve of. That's the way it works, don't feel hurt or angered because I said I thought you looked fat in that instance.

I guess that's my rant for now.

Enjoy the rest of your cold day, sincerely.